the update is here!!

My heart hurts...

Ok...that's about all I am good for...

sometimes i just feel the need to do these....

First best friend: Melissa Mink is the first one I remember...we met on the tornado slide...

First car: 94 geo tracker

First Love: Brian T

First kiss: real kiss? when i was 13 with some kid named Jason.

First screen name: ocmue814

First funeral: first one i remember is my grandpa...he died of lung cancer..

First tape/CD: I had tons of Patch the Pirate tapes growing up...but I think I had to share those with my sister. The first tape that sticks out in my mind was an amy grant tape that my dad got for christmas when i was in 8th grade and he gave it to me...but my mom thought that it was satanic music or something...so i would have to sneak to listen to it...ha

First pets: dog named snowball was my first dog.

First piercings/tattoos: my ears in second grade...first tattoo...when i was 19

First big trip: ft. meyers florida...that is where my grandma lived.

First time skiing: I lived in Colorado...so it is sad that I have never been.

First concert: this is funny...Rebecca St. James when I was in high school

First alcoholic drink: On my 21st b-day at the Cheesecake factory...i had a margarita..I know...I know...I am crazy.

First ticket violation: I don't even remember. ha.

First job: I had a paper route when I was going into 6th grade.

LASTS ---------

Last Kiss: Friday, August 12 before C. Brian left for Germany. I miss him. :( He comes back tonight!

Last car ride: just a few minutes ago...back from lunch

Last time you cried: been awhile, it was a little over 2 weeks ago...stupid fights...

Last movie watched: fraility...very good...you should watch it.

Last food you ate: chicken creole from yats.

Last item bought: gas...how depressing.

Last annoyance: it was a sympathy annoyance...for a friend that has to put up with a very annoying person.

Last time wanting to die: uh...never...that's a weird question.

Last alcoholic drink: a tequilla shot...at pepper's on saturday.

Last concert: ok...well...it depends on what a concert is...i saw neumatic at peppers on saturday...do great scott shows count as concerts? other than that...i saw sarah bauer...or ellery...ok...last big name? probably hootie and the blowfish.

Last phone call: hold on..let me check...it looks like it was Jason...last night.

Last time at the mall: saturday...I had to work.

HAPPY!

BRIAN COMES HOME TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

look at me...

Look at me doing my math mentor thing. I look so helpful don't I? ha... It's over...it was fun times...

*Gas prices are depressing me...

Hola!!

Sorry that it has been a while since my last post. Things have been a bit crazy lately. The IUPUI Bridge Program is done with, so that is something off of my plate. Last weekend, Matt Rasure came up to visit me. I love that kid. We had good times.

*School starts in a week and I am super excited.

*I miss Brian soo much :(. He is in Germany, and I haven't gotten to talk to him since last Friday. He gets back on Monday and I can't wait!!!!!

*I have so much to say and no time to say it. Plus, my number of returning visitors are way down. Are you guys still here??? I miss you guys too :(.

*Is it possible to be a liberal conservative? If so, I think Matt has it down. He is so liberal but at the same time, so conservative. I took him to a dance club for a few minutes, and that was hilarious. He was telling me about a girl dancing up against him and about another girl that told him that he could smack her butt for a dollar. I laughed so hard. Good times...Good times...

*I met some random people on friday. They were really nice. They made breakfast for me and Matt on Sunday. Weird....

*once again...I have no time to really think about writing anything extra cool. Hopefully soon my brain will find something good to talk about!